Saturday, January 01, 2005

What a way to end/start the year.........

Just a week before everyone was happily thinking about how to celebrate the new year, what to do, where to go, thinking of how good 2004 has been,....etc etc....and suddenly the tsunami happened and it was just before 2004 ended. Within a few days things change so drastically. Just imagine those ppl who are happily diving in Penang and Phuket thinking abt how to celebrate New years, and all of a sudden they are dead and not only them.....a few hundred thousand ppl are also dead. But then maybe its just natures way of controlling the population growth in the world. We have approx 6 billion ppl and a few hundred thousand is small relative to the world population. A not so extreme example is, shi mei who went to KL and will be spending the new years day there, and suddenly the prime ministers cancels all the new year celebrations...so nothing to look forward to during the new year. My friend Ian, who just finished his SPM (O-levels) and was so looking forward to life after high school, suddenly was admited to hospital a few hours before the 1st of jan because his intestines somehow got stuck and he is now in extreme pain in Kl. And to think that, just a few days ago i was chatting with him on msn and he was so looking forward to start work and go to college, really really saddens me. All of a sudden, the failure in one of my subs doesnt seem to be such a big deal. The point is, why does God suddenly decide to destroy everyones hope of remembering 2004 as a good year? Ian for example could have remembered 2004 as the year where he finished his 11 years of school, the year where he finish his SPM, and the new year wil mark the beginning of a new phase of his life where he goes into college. And just a few hours before the new year, God destroys his hope and and the good memories of 2004.
The first verse that came to mind was....James 4:13-16 ... 'Now listen, you who say, "Today or tomorrow we will go to such and such a town, stay there a year, conduct business, and make money." You do not know what tomorrow will bring. What is your life? You are a mist that appears for a little while and then vanishes. Instead you should say, "If the Lord wants us to, we will live - and do this or that." But you boast about your proud intentions. All such boasting is evil.'
I believe most of us are guilty of what the verse is trying to address. In a way, God is reminding us that life is uncertain and our lives are in HIS hands(which we sometimes do not like to acknowledge). we always tend to think we are so great, coming up with Great plans but yet we do not acknowledge Gods authority over us. Our intentions and plans are birthed from our own selfish desires and not centered on GOD.
The next vs....vs 17 gives a strong warning...."Therefore, anyone who knows what is right but fails to do it is guilty of sin." I dont know bout u guys but this verse seriously got me thinking abt myself. We plan this and that, do not acknowledge God, and now James says we sin when we know what we are suppose to do not do it. So sin is not only doing wrong but also not doing what is right.
Anyway after all these disasters and tragedies, its a good reminder how dependent are we on God. Everyday we live by Gods grace. The fact that we can wake up and live a life shows how much grace God showers us with everyday. Keeping this in mind, it is good to realise that if its Gods will, we can all die the next second. But we are not dead....we are still alive. This fact should be enough to convict us on how we should live our life...For GOd and for HIS glory.....Amen
Lets us be comforted by the fact that in everything GOd is in control and everything happens for the good of us. Because of that, i trust that through all these disasters Gods divine plan is being executed for our good and lets pray that Gods glory will be seen through this dark period.

Thursday, December 30, 2004

I failed....

I really failed 1 sub...............But nvrmind...God bless me throughout this year and i am sure he will continue to bless me in the years to come......Amen

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Small but powerful. Handles the Fifth String well....gives a very well defined fifth string sound. Gives a wide tonal variety....i can get a very good slap tone, and also a very fat tone....a very jaco sound...a very Mike Dirnt (Greenday) sound. etc etc

Wednesday, December 29, 2004

I got a bed!!!

So cool....at last i dont have to sleep on the floor anymore. Julian brought a bed for me..best of all its free..hahah....but must buy the matress. I got a comp desk to for my desktop. My aunt brought my desktop to my hse...so now i can learn how to use Red Hat Linux properly. But my room so small, I had to rearrange everything to fit in the comp desk and the bed.
And we also tried to fix up the garage for Vincent. We threw all the boxes and rubbish. It is very very suprising to find so much rubbish there. They even brought garbage from northwood and left it in the garage. How disgusting.
Ohhh....another disgusting thing that happened today... For the past few weeks, one of tooth was causing problems for me. My gums were bleeding. So today i took a toothpick and used it to poke in between my teeth. It was so painful. I poke until my gums bled and bled. But nvrmind....i continued ot poke and poke...i could feel something in between my teeth...After much suffering and pain something came out...it was a tiny stone...actually cannot be stone...maybe is plak that built up over time...Now my teeth is fine. hmm..maybe i should start flossing..
Practicing dream theaters "As I am" is so difficult...arghhhhh......listen over and over again for 1.5 hours and i only manage to master only up to the chorus...sien man....But its alright..soon i can play like John Myung...yeah...
Tomorrow haircut day....yeahhh.....
Putting all these aside....let us remember the victims of the tsunami and pray that God glory will be seen through these times of suffering...and dont forget to thank God that John Tang and family is safe eventhough he was in Penang at that time.



Monday, December 27, 2004

Christmas

What a wonderful Christmas it has been. I am so very thankful to God that i could be here during summer and spend it with all the OCF ppl who stayed back for summer. We spent all night in Sarahs place. Well....have to thank Andrew and Sarah for being such a blessing to the single, lonely ppl who would have to spend Christmas alone if not for them. I feel so blessed because this summer i got an opportunity to get to know the NSW much better.
Besides that i met my aunty(the one i used to stay with). Everything was good between us. No hard feeling and stuff. We had a nice few hours chat. And somehow i get the feeling she quite lonely. She always wants me to go and stay with her for a week since she is on hols now and my grandmas here. Maybe i should make it a point to visit her more often. And i brought my grandma to Queen Street. Unfortunately she didnt clean up the hse...:-(
One unfortunte thing is...Roopesh aint going to canberra so fast....so i cant follow him down....so sad...i was so looking forward to go down...aww man...
Now that Christmas is over....Looking forward to the new years celebration in Botanical gardens...hopefully the canberra ppl will be up here. But b4 that...on wednesday....got mass haircut in barbra's place...yeahhhh.....dont have to waste money going to barber...haha



Sunday, December 26, 2004

What an exciting past few days....

The past few days has been really really cool...The coolest was when shereen decided to move back to singapore for good...not that i really want her to move back but because she gave me everything she has that cant be brought back to singapore. She gave me a table, plates, pans, 2 study lamps, brand new heater, standing fan, a cd/vcd/mp3 player, a webcam, engineering text books(so i dont have to buy any next year) , alot of food, etc etc. Moving those stuff from Alpha hse back to Queen Street was very very tough but its all worthit...Thank God for this...and also Thank God for shereen for being such a great friend for these 2 years.
And Blue mountains with the NSW ppl was really really good...really tiring but really good...i enjoyed every minute. We went bush walking for like 7 hours...my muscles were aching every step of the way. We climbed up the hill...down the hill....under the cliffs...cross the waterfal......We went to see the three sisters....its just 3 rocks...dont really know what so nice about it but maybe its jsut me. There were alot of mist at that time, but it cleared soon after. Barbra was so funny...lame actually...but who cares ..we had fun. After the blue mountains trip...we went to some Korean restaurant...so very X.
Well...Christmas is here and Brian Shu is off....I will be all alone after this. I guess this day will come and life goes on. It has been a wondeful 2 weeks spending time with him and going out with him and talking with him on various issues...and i definitely learned alot from him. So Brian...all the best in New York and Thanks for everything.
And...Merry Christmas Everyone...let us use this day to remember the real meaning of Christmas and really appreciate what God has done on this day by sending HIS SON down to earth.
Well...May God Bless u in the new year...and i pray that next year we will all continue to grow stronger and stronger in our walk with God....Amen